But, i'm stuck here is a depressing circumstance of crappy days. I just want to experience it all. I want to do it all. I want to be everything and enjoy my whole life! Instead i feel depressed and isolated. I just want to be myself. I'd rather be spending my day seeing the wonders of the world then spend the whole night watching the sky and then seeing the sun set than sitting here and repeating the same whole thing everyday! Why can't i experience it all. It's unfortunate my life. I see other people's lives and i just think to myself i wish my life was like there's because even if i wanted to today i would never get the chance of doing all i love.
I want to be myself and not be hated or ignored because of it. I want to sing from the top of my lungs and seeing the northern lights. I want to go to everest and see the beauty i want to ride a bullet train, i want to run across lavender filled hills and go under water and see the beautiful sea creature. I want to jump out of a plane and i want to go to dubai and sleep in an under water hotel. I want to enjoy every day and not feel sorry for my worthless life.
The only highlight on my days are my friends and family. If i didn't have them i probably wouldn't have a reason to live. There was an article released by gov.uk on how many children in the uk who are unhappy with their lives and thats a staggering In 2013, there were an estimated
12 million children aged 0 to 15, nearly a fifth of the UK population.Research from The Children’s
Society has shown that a significant minority of UK children suffer from low well-being, which
impacts on their childhood and life chances, and their families and communities (The Children’s
Society, 2014).
That shows that many children never get the chance to choose their way of life and that people have to stick to school to be happy in future. But how to do this you will grow get good grades live a horrible life and get a low paying job get kids and never experience anything. I don't want this. I want to do it all. It's hard seeing music videos of the perfect holidays or adventures and you have to settle to watching other people's lives.
I think that's why people watch reality tv or vloggers because their lives aren't satisfying enough so they watch other people's lives because they like dream. People like to dream.
I wish i could do more, but money, visa's, crisis, school, society always come in the way and we all have to live the life we have been given without trying to experience everything.
Life should be about enjoying every last second not living in a society but doing your own thing. My motto when i'm able to enjoy every last part of this world we were blessed with.
